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#her cooking which sucks on top of being extremely healthy. except its not healthy bc they dont eat a balanced diet
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#man ive never seen an eating disorder kill someone else besides a parent infecting a child but my nana is really trying
#shes like 1000% orthotexic. will not eat anything not filled with vegetables or fat. and my grandpa is 87yo with a heart condition currentl
#in the hospital for covid bc thry went to Christmas church and dont believe in being vaccinated and my dad is so frustrated
#bc he knows his mom is not gonna give his dad hearty foods. he needs to eat like protein shakes and meat and ice cream. anything thats not
#her cooking which sucks on top of being extremely healthy. except its not healthy bc they dont eat a balanced diet
#so its my nanas eating disorder killing her husband and shes so fucking frustrating. im like 99% sure she has obsessive compulsive
#personally disorder bc she fits to a T and has zero insight. she may have full on 0cd bc talking to my dad he has more obvious 0cd
#compulsions than i do. he used to say phrases before going to bed and would take 2 steps across the floor to prevent bad things from
#happening. so like im pretty sure my nana is where i get my perfectionism and 0cd. god. i wish i could express how fucked up she is
#like my dad said at least he had a stable home to grow up in but like she has zero sympathy for other people. cannot look past herself. wil
#not wear a mask bc she doesnt care enough abt other ppl. my dad was like: u would not have survived in that house. which is fair bc i am
#barely keeping it together coming from a stable home with two sympathetic parents who i know love me
#and like its sad that they're suffering the effects of buying into the fox news bullshit and its killing them
#but also. genuinely. i think theyre not very good ppl. theyre the type of people who think they're better bc they're religious. white. and
#thin. and theyre not better thsn anyone. their grandchildren cant stand them. well cant stand her at least. papa is just quite so its hard
#to say what hes thinking. apparently he was confused last night and saying something about eating dinner on the golf course. which sounds
#nicer thsn being in the hospital lol. ugh. he seems not long for this world tbh. may he pass peacefully to b with his 1st wife who died of
#brain cancer at age like 20 or something. so it goes. bleh. how many funerals are intended for me in the next 5 years? hopefully none but
#that seems improbable with the unspoken drain circling that seems to b going on in this family. old age and like almost 10 years of cancer
#defying the stats but for how much longer?
#i dunno. its just so weird to watch these things happen and not talk about it directly to the other ppl who see it
#i worry that ill come off as too callose or inappropriate bc i have that tendency when something bad is happening but thats everyone else
#excuse? idk i just feel like its better to talk abt things
#unrelated
#ed mention
#i tell u this so i can say these things to someone and also bc if i were u. i would like to hear the drama
#bc im nosey and i assume other r too ;-]
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