#hhhh... i just wanna think abt the beautiful kk1r family that exists in my head bc its so soft and nice

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#😫😫😫 i dont wanna do anything today. i just wanna draw #i dont wanna write manuscripts or work on prepping for the start of an experiment thats going to destory my brain #or work on any of the other bullshit i have to do. i spent 8.5hrs helping with field work yesterday and i havent taken a brake since last #Saturday. i dont wanna do anything. #but wait u say. it's sunday. ur not obligated to do anything. tell that to my annoying brain #hhhh... i just wanna think abt the beautiful kk1r family that exists in my head bc its so soft and nice #but ive got shit to do. photosynthetic processes to study. i dont have time to goof off #so ill work on things until this afternoon. then maybe ill clean my apartment. then ill go back to drawing #thats. that sounds manageable. we r trying to keep from imploding before i visit/interview with schools #bc i dont wanna crash and burn completely #hhh im tired tho. i didnt sleep well prob bc dehydration :-P #unrelated