#hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm mybe ill just wait to see what they get

[lumchan]

i wish i worked at the library/knew someone who did so i can ask if they find certain things annoying lmao 

#is it annoying if i put books on hold. is it annoying to request books........is it annoying to return my books to the desk instead of the #drop box? #that last one is most def a yes. but i've heard horror stories abt the books being lost and i don't want my account to get banned #and there's so much manga i wanna read that the library doesnt have i dont wanna be constantly requesting thingssss. i've never requested #anything other than the wind breaker e books when they get released #but that's it!!!! #it especially feels annoying of me to request manga. or bl manga even more specifically #like. they could be using the budget towards more important things #i wanna read their mindsssss #like can they see its me requesting the books or do they just get blank requests #hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm mybe ill just wait to see what they get #i wish i could just buy books. like i can but what if i dont like them #if i read them at the library and like them they ofc i buy them #but i dont wanna buy anything without knowing if i'll like it or not first?! #anyway. i thnk im annoying and my library wants me dead