#homophobia can manifest lol. growing up gay and getting bullied for it (directly might i add) will make you feel some type of way even if

[maddy-ferguson]

byler tumblr in june: will doesn't have internalized homophobia, that's mike.

byler tumblr on july 1st: oh, will does have internalized homophobia after all. this is terrible.

byler tumblr in august: oh, will really does have internalized homophobia after all. this is terrible.

byler tumblr after scriptgate: will doesn't have internalized homophobia, that's mike.

#like come on guys #byler tumblr come s5: oh will did have internalized homophobia all this time. this is terrible. #i do think the van scene isn't just about him being gay because it's not it's about the fact that he IS different like no one has gone #through what he's gone through the gayest person on earth couldn't understand how he feels because it's not solely about being gay which is #why he's talking about el's feelings thinking he knows how she feels (and he does to a certain extent he just got the mike part wrong) #because they're similar in a having gone through awful things related to the upside down that no one else not even each other can really #understand way but like. obviously he's not trying to not be gay like mike is. but believe it or not. that's not the only way internalized #homophobia can manifest lol. growing up gay and getting bullied for it (directly might i add) will make you feel some type of way even if #you have a supportive family #crazy that two people could have internalized homophobia at once i know. especially IN THE 80S. it's very hard to grasp #also the script was real like his ass hates who he is i'm sorry guys #and like i say: brf slt