#i WAS rereading my own srb we know i love reading my own posts because im an egotist with no ego

[todayisafridaynight]

my god ill shut up about the whole arakawa-calling-jo-when-x thing in a sec but i FINALLY realized what i was trying to say about it why do i have a total of three functioning brain cells

#snap chats #i WAS rereading my own srb we know i love reading my own posts because im an egotist with no ego #and then fucking. i remembered how to read and reread tenno's ask on it and GODDD IM DUMB #like i made that initial post with no real direction i was just kinda rambling but i realized a tiny extra layer #in that arakawa using 'jo' opposed to 'sawashiro' does expose the matter as personal opposed to clan related #like. like in retrospect it just kinda exposes that the clan in particular wasnt in danger it was the arakawas themselves #do we know what i mean. because masato was in jeopardy here not jo or the clan #my god im going to chokeslam past me for glossing over that completely why is my brain internet explorer #i feel like i sound nonsensical with this but i always feel stupid when i speak so that feeling is nothing new i reckon #ok my eyes hurt and i have a tiny goofy comic drafted for the morning #please forgive me for being stupid when i finish that comic itll be my apology. ok bye