#i already refused to look at nevada bc i dont wanna live in vegas. just ugh.

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#tfw an phd advertisement sounds like something i would be super into but its in fucking Arizona #i do not want to live in Arizona. #i do not want to live in new mexico. or nevada. or fucking California. or Utah #and texas is on thin fucking ice #im open to Colorado. but again. thin fucking ice #i just. i dont want to live in the desert anymore. if i have to spend 3.5-5 years in Arizona i will lose my fucking mind #i already refused to look at nevada bc i dont wanna live in vegas. just ugh. #why do u have to be in Arizona? im scared of haboobs :-( #ugh. fine ill reach out to the guy but i feel like my other option in a cooler fucking place is a better bed bc they do function and #evolution. and this is mostly function stuff. but its extromophile mechanisms. which is real fucking cool #so annoying. ugh. and why am i up at 3 am? bc my boss who is in Europe rn emailed me at 12am #and i was foolish enough to check my email at 12.30 and shes like: can u get me this data soon i wanna do it thus weekend #and once i saw that i couldnt sleep. so i spent like 2hrs finishing it up bc i spent like all day working on that frustrating bullshit #hopefully thats the last tjme i have to do it and the code is fine #ugh but this does not bode well for this weekend. bc ive made the choice to obligate my sleep schedule #and i agreed to meet my lab mate even tho ive got things to do and its prob just gonna upset me #aaaaaaAAAaaaAaaa. why???? blah. i should really try to sleep #unrelated #lmao i was so mad