#i also dont wanna be my usual pitiful self bc i dont wanna deter anyone from getting the vaccine

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i think complaining abt minor pain is like human instinct like i literally ENJOY body aches but i am still overcome w the impulse to be pathetic about it

#i think it just feels like lonely like cant someone bring me some hot chcolate 😭 just this once... #cant explain what i mean but it just makes u want someone to bring u some hot chocolate #like it exacerbates loneliness #i said minor and it is but now im having like sharp throbbing pains in my hands and upper back what is thiss.. #i also dont wanna be my usual pitiful self bc i dont wanna deter anyone from getting the vaccine #its honestly not bad at all but i have like an exceptionally low pain tolerance and am just the way i am. LOL #even though i kinda like it like its still so😭 #same w my tendinitis like its extremely painful but also grounding in a way and is a little bit pleasant kind of like #comforting like a hot tea...i think maybe we shouldnt be so quick to avoid pain or let it ruin us #like its all part of the human experience and u can learn to appreciate it