#i am so sorry it seems i still go insane over fictional charas

[noxtivagus]

wait im gna do my school assignments before anything else but 🥺 ffxiv brainrot

#🌙.rambles #[ ffxiv. ] #I WAS STRESSED EARLIER WAIT #HEAD IN HANDS I AM #AAAHAHHAHAHGJSKFM #i am so sorry it seems i still go insane over fictional charas #i will only ever be this obvious n direct when it comes to fictional people i like #emet-selch n my azem.... #please i really want the time to just sit down n think about THEM #i want my azem to complement my wol. not exactly opposites but #my wol's name is Lune i think. but i'm not super sure #either Lune or Nox bcs her oc love interest is artem n if i call her artemis then . uhuh #sobbing i used to pair my wol with aymeric but he's so Old #n then hmmm alphi is HMMMM #alphi wld be if i were to pick from npcs but i think artem . as an oc wld be a better match #cries in white hair n blue eyes #but actually ngl i'm not sure bcs i used to have black eyes for artem huh #but with my wol having black hair n light grey highlights n grey eyes #bro so much of my ocs are Black & White with a dash of blue and purple here n there #oh man ffxiv n my creativity is my stress relief fr i can just escape a bit from my responsibilities #i have this due in 4 hours but i haven't started sob bcs i took a nap after getting home n #i shld finish this draft for the methodology.... urgh . pain #in the future i think i'd enjoy research a lot more. i hate the acaddemic pressure from school #esp as an academic achieving student :') the pressure hurts man i think it's often overlooked #bcs for the past few years dealing w all that academic stress n expectations to do well as usual n then dealing w my mental health. sob. #wait i'm getting off topic........... 🥹 that said though uhh #i love thinking abt the little dynamics w my wol n npc charas. n w my ocs that make up a full party #n then ! help wait im thinking abt my ocs as a whole too #lune/artem in ffxiv n in my original story.... i wna make their names reflect on stuff #i know all the meanings of my oc's names :> n everyone in my life. i love names so much