#i cant explain it!! its like people who start dressing alt and their self conciousness is coming off in wild auras

[dongiovannitriumphant]

operation unfuck my life is ongoing and while not positive it is Going and i am not in a pit of despair

one would think seeing all venice content on my ig would make me extra sad but honestly aside from missing my friends who are there what ive seen so far looks for lack of better word,,, kind of lame,,,,,

#the over-active spleen #idk last yr all i saw were really wild stuffed ballrooms and old palaces #where people seemed to all have gone all out and were incredibly selfoccupied and debauched #all im seeing now is like still palaces still beautiful dresses but like #a third of the people and multiple times like fuckn grade school disco lights at the parties??? #along w the sort of self concious air of people who want to appear to be Someone So Badly #i sound like the worst snob on earth i know but U KNOW #i cant explain it!! its like people who start dressing alt and their self conciousness is coming off in wild auras #like good for you baby i will support you but an entire expensive party like that is a miss