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astrxlis-archive · 2 years

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Hello Fox!! I just wanna drop by to say that: rest well, ok? :D 💞 It must have been a long and stressful day for you- given that you've also tried to write the new albedo drabble 👀 (which i really liked!) Very impressed too about your gut instinct, all i could do is to wish for you to be able to face everyday's obstacles successfully 😤🙏 you really did well and just by simply getting through the day is commendable 🥰😚

I recently checked Dan's mutuals page and- you're there !!! 🤩🤩🤩 So now, officially you're moots 💞💞💞 I'm so happy and still proud for you for reaching out to Dan <333 i don't know if this makes sense but, i have to thank you as well for making me very glad ?!?! It made me feel so happy when i saw you trying your lil' steps in reaching out 🙈🤭

— i hope you're resting well at the moment, 🍰.

hello 🍰!!!

i’ll be answering all the asks you sent in one, if that’s ok? just let me know in the next one if not!

about the prayer position - i don’t know why my brain associated churches with that position regardless of religion? but like, i was gonna share a fun tidbit of medicine related to that, that’s why i asked LMAO i’m so sorry 🥲 what makes it funny (to me) is that i myself am a christian so it’s just- i’m aware??? catholics and christians don’t do that??? but my monkey brain is like “oh prayer position? BEND” 😂😂😂 so uh. yeah.

are you sure about not taking the meds in the meantime? i’m not judging, just slightly worried; i know firsthand how troublesome they can be 🥲

about my classes, most of them are early mornings and late nights, which is exhausting. i’ve resorted to taking naps between classes this week 🤷🤷 were you guys seated from shorter to tallest?? also rip your self control bc i would’ve laughed ☠️ weren’t they laughing??

dude, tell me if you feel the same, but like– there’s something abt texting and writing that’s easier?? than actually talking?? are you able to open up to your friends when you need to, tho? 🥺🥺

alright!! i’ll be waiting for you to get in touch whenever then uwub also, i mean,,,,,,,, they did wish me a happy birthday later???? 😂😂😂 let me know how your friend reacts, ok? i’m genuinely curious!!

about voting… not in my country – we turn 18, we have to get our license because it’s our duty as citizens to show up and vote when elections come around, otherwise we have to pay a fee. even if we choose to vote blank or nullify our vote. seems like your voting system is different than my own??

i’m so glad to hear you think i help you in some way 🙈🙈 and that you have friends who also support you!! i’m it relieves me a lot to know you’re ok emotionally, for real. it’s helps navigating through life easier 😮‍💨 and true – it literally just happens.

thank you for your well wishes!! i wasn’t able to be on tumblr this week, so i was a bit shocked to learn the amount of likes/reblogs my works have gotten? like????,?,,,,? i’m so flattered, my gosh 🙈 and it makes me so happy you liked it!! i wonder if the person who requested it liked it too. but be honest – is there any way you think i could improve?

i’m used to having to rely on my instincts to stop myself from getting overwhelmed, so maybe that’s why my gut feeling is strong 🥲😅 but thank you; the comment about getting through the day kinda made me a little prouder of myself because true, simply getting through the day is more than enough sometimes. remember that too, okay??

I JUST SAW IT!!! I AM!!! it’s such a weird feeling but i’m so happy?? like, being mutuals with people i admire, and not just as an anon?? unthinkable until a few weeks ago 🙈🙈🙈💕💕

but tell me– how was your week? are you feeling ok? are you trying your luck on 2.6 banners?

hope this reaches you well!! see you soon! 💖

#—new mail !#—the burrow's 🍰#me who always gets seated on the back bc im tall: must be nice–#or it could be my social anxiety + isolation due to covid but who cares!!! i don't!!!!#*pulls out uno reverse card* please don't bottle up your emotions ok??#i assure you there’s no reason to be shy fkndksks #i do!! i feel comfortable enough in our interactions to be 100% honest uwu #the med student inside me has been around since high school #but being in med school has ✨released✨ the curious monster #i hope they did #but it’s also alright if they didn’t – all i can do is my best right now and my best to improve #thank you for making this possible tbh??? it’s all bc of you (in the best way) 💖 go baby steps go!!!

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who-ever-said-i-was-nice · 3 years

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Hello there ~ Congrats on 100! 🎉💕 I'm so happy for you!! I was wondering if I could request a match up for Ikevamp. I'm fairly new to Tumblr and this is my first match up request so I'm a bit nervous since you are literally the first person I will have interacted with on here 😅 but I love your writing! If you are busy or have a lot of requests or anything please don't worry about it or overwork yourself! It's a lot of work and I totally understand!! Also edit, I'm really sorry in advance. This was way longer than I intended.

I am a bi female. I am an Aries but I am close to the cusp (April 18th). I don't typically associate myself with most Aries traits outwardly though since I am really shy and reserved, but internally I can see it as I am competitive with myself and a major perfectionist. But I'm low-key chaotic as can be like I'd identify myself as chaotic good since I'm just a mess with good intentions 😂 I am an INFP-T personality (which is scary accurate to me) if that helps any!

I am very short, only 5' tall and I am slim with overall small/petite features and frame. I have medium/dark, warmer toned brown eyes and auburn wavy/loose curly hair. I am very pale but have a lot of small freckles on my face and body. I've been told I look a lot younger than my age I think since I have a round face and am overall a small person. I'm very friendly and smile a ton but I am shy. I get big "eye smiles" whenever I smile and tend to blush a lot cause nerves. I've been told I tend to smile a lot and because I'm a shy, vv awkward person, my go to whenever I meet up with literally anyone is to smile out of nervous habit so people tend to think I'm overly friendly or approach me but in reality I'm a nervous boi.

I study landscape architecture and wildlife biology in college rn so I really love art and nature! I want to do habitat restoration after college. I especially am interested in plants and often go hiking and identify plants as well as do botanical drawings.

I am interested in both math and science as well as art. I enjoy watercolor painting as well and I am interested in illustrating children's books if landscape architecture doesn't pan out 😅

Besides that I have an obsession with extreme love for cats. I'm not ashamed to say my cat is my best friend, she is perfection 😂 I love anything living though thats not a person. Plant, animal, insect, they're all so wonderful to me and I tend to feel more comfortable around animals and nature than people.

My favorite color is a pale pink, I really love light, cutesy things. But my personal style is very retro academia. I wear a lot of clothes from the 60's and 70's or inspired by then. I really like fashion and fashion history.

My favorite food is spaghetti with just cheese. I may be an adult but oh well,, some plain ol spaghetti just hits the spot every time. I love baking and cooking though and have a sweet tooth. I used to decorate cakes in high school and I enjoy creating my own recipes and desserts.

I like to daydream, play video games, drink tea, sketch, read, and listen to music as well. I also spend a ton of time outdoors enjoying nature. I love trivial and fun facts. I want to gain as much knowledge as I can about the world.

I don't like things that are too loud I suppose. I'm a pretty easy going person but I am very nervous in crowds or places that are too loud. I'm also afraid of storms and I'm not fond of extremely dark places either. I don't like failing/faltering or embarrassing myself, especially in academics. I am extremely nervous talking to large groups or meeting new people as well, I prefer small, more personal interactions. While I enjoy talking to people it's just really hard so I don't usually unless they reach out to me first. I also hate conflict and drama (unless I'm not involved, then bring the popcorn). But any conflict is a big oof for me.

In a relationship, I really like surprise hugs and signs of affection. Sudden surprises create a sense of excitement which I really like to have. I like the idea of a relationship feeling new, passionate, and exciting, despite being together for awhile. I don't like gifts necessarily since I feel uncomfortable receiving things, I prefer sharing special memories. I'm not huge on PDA, I feel uncomfortable if someone is too clingy around others, especially my family or someone I know since my family is pretty conservative. But if we are alone, I love tons of affection and little acts of love. Hugs from behind, a small brush of our hands, holding pinkies, light kisses, and lots of smiles just make me melt, ugh tiny gestures are so cute. Communication is very important to me but not my strong suit, I tend to shy away from issues and trip over words I don't mean, but body language is very important and I think can be better for me and for my partner to understand.

I would like to be able to enjoy a comfortable silence with someone while we both read or do something while holding hands or just touching in some subtle way. I would love to be able to escape my perfectionist front that I have around others when I'm with my partner and be able to make really silly, dumb jokes and have lots of laughs. I love the idea of joking around while loosely holding each other. I present myself very seriously but I'm a big goof and rather dorky and like to have fun but romantic interactions.

Also it would be a plus if they love or at least tolerate kitty cuddles with me and my cat. My cat is such a baby, she's constantly in my lap or following me around so we are a package deal basically 😂

I'm sorry this is so long, and I hope it is enough for you as well!! Thank you so much for opening up match ups too! If you need anything else let me know! Take care of yourself and congrats!! 💕

It’s perfection don’t worry. Thank you so much for sending the request. I hope you are taking care of yourself too and everything is good.

Anyway I matched you with.....................

............Isaac

HA BET YOU DIDN’T SEE THAT ONE COMING!

oh you did?

ok I’ll stop

Isaac is a very curious person much like yourself

he loves discovering and learning new things

and that is the first thing Isaac noticed about you to be honest

sure he saw you and was like Damn she gorgeous but that was about it

however when he discovered that you are also a curious but little nervous bean he started opening up to you

neither of you like crowds and loud people who disrupt your concentration, so usually you spend your time in the library

sitting together in silence and reading

loves that your cute and blushy

even tho he’s exactly the same

as you got closer he started noticing more and more things about you

how your eyes would lit up when you passed certain plants in the garden

how you would hum to yourself and dance around thee kitchen a little when you thought nobody was looking

he loved everything about you from your adorably freckles to your reserved yet charming personality

it too him a long time to confess to you

a long time and a lot of pep talks from Leo

in the end he forgot everything Leo said and confessed to you in his own way

after that oh boy

you are the definition of inseparable

he’s new to this so you have to give him a little time to get used to it

after he’s comfortable he’s very affectionate