#i don't necessarily NEED either right now but just the fact that they're off limits is distressing

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This is the dumbest thing to complain about but it has been 103°F or more every day for a week and a half and like yes I got pretty badly heatsick but more importantly I can't run my lava lamps or light any candles???

#did not know how much my sense of self relied on the option to have either fire or tacky 70s novelty lamps in my home #until they became a heat source i cannot afford when my a/c is already struggling #but my lava lamps are what mark this space as completely MINE #and i've always set stuff on fire when i'm upset and candles are the only practical outlet for that in an apartment #i don't necessarily NEED either right now but just the fact that they're off limits is distressing #(40+ celcius)