#i dont have the discipline to set my own routine im rly sleeping at 3 getting out of bed at 12

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uuuunnnngghh i just wanna complain about everything 😅

#i dont wanna think about next semester already but im also tired of break #my art class gave me structure having to go in person every week #but its ended earlier and so i still have my english to finish up and my motivations just 📉📉📉😭😭 #i dont have the discipline to set my own routine im rly sleeping at 3 getting out of bed at 12 #i hate staying cooped up but i hate being outside in the fucking heat and i hate driving and i hate being drained by simple things 😭 #and i just feel agitated by all these outings we planned bc of my paper deadlines #even though its just supposed to be fun and ik id probably go more insane if i dont actually go outside #and i hate feeling so inept like not even knowing what to eat when i wake up and not exercising and not sleeping and waking up with aches #not even to mention my portfolio 😭😭😭 im just complaining about little things but i feel so fed up with everything idek what to do. lol #humbletext #negative /