#i dont wanna be like negative about it & i'll admit a big part of this is how difficult adjustment is but

[heartyearning]

in my little new place. had my little dinner. now i crave footeballe.

#im in the new place for real this time i keep teasing it but im here now every week until the school end #-s unless i <3 idk switch or drop out or smth anything is possible <3 #i dont wanna be like negative about it & i'll admit a big part of this is how difficult adjustment is but #at this point pre-school having started ? regretting that i chose an actual artistic-achievements based thing instead of like #art history or literature. but then the theoretical subjects i have for this one sound so good so like i gotta deal w it #anyway i had risotto but it wasnt that good bc i dont like soft rind cheese unless its in risotto but im not gonna buy a whole cheese #which i wont finish just for my ris. i also needed to put more broth in but the rice was already cooked so i was trying to be careful