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#i feel like my options are to get better or die π and of course the second Isn't an option really so i just have to get better
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#prefacing this w the very handy
#vent cw
#negative cw
#tags ππ· i will be a whiny bitch in this post beloveds π§Έπ
#that said. banging my head on the WALLLLLL. i feel like the most useless person alive
#every time i think i am doing my job better i fuck up. i cannot do this job well consistently
#i am no closer to achieving my actual career goals than i was 5 years ago
#i do not have the energyβ spoonsβ or time to get closer to achieving my career goals
#everything that takes everyone else a few days to do at most takes me a few years
#i wish i could pause time to do everything i need to do or alternatively drop dead. im so tired of being this way
#and the worst part of being this way + being tired of it is that. i am just the blandest guy alive. nothing cool or exciting to talk about
#to the family. i just continue fucking along. everybody else is moving forward and i am just stuck. the gap between us grows larger and
#larger every day! it's like im a child except im 23. why!
#i feel like my options are to get better or die π and of course the second Isn't an option really so i just have to get better
#but. π it just feels impossible. i feel like i am running on a hard deficit of like. energy or willpower?? all the time
#maybe it is depression or maybe it is so sucks disease but whatever it is.. it is my fucking enemy
#sriracha.txt
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