#i forced myself to take extra long for lunch today cause i cant stop skipping it! not because i have food issues or something. it's just...

[thehardkandy]

tonight i am walking the strut of "that bitch who put all her sheets through the wash" which i understand isnt really an earthshattering achievement but if it keeps me on top i will take it

#i am in an neverending wrestling match with like five different mes #and each of them is just a separate household need or chore #so i get out here and assign myself a bubble bath like i am a militant toddler #my hair is in a nonstop horrible state (more than usual) simply because of this #cause like idk good god for someone who Has a Job every single one of my things from cooking a meal to taking a shower to doing my laundry #to vacuuming my room. to sending emails. to filling out paperwork. to everything #is like ok we are going to dedicate a signifcant amount of mental energy to ensuring this task is accomplished #and while this is fine for larger irregular tasks of high importance #anything persistent and of love incident-specific importance can just. get skipped #i forced myself to take extra long for lunch today cause i cant stop skipping it! not because i have food issues or something. it's just... #the last thing i want to be doing. and i dont care about myself enough to bother getting it done at times