#i got his ashes back today and to say im devastated is an understatement

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cried my eyes out thinking of my dead bunny can someone please sedate me

#i do not know how to go on without him #i got his ashes back today and to say im devastated is an understatement #i think im in the bargaining stage of grieving cause i keep thinking of things id give up to have him back #physical pain id endure to never have to see him die #my worst fear is maggots if someone told me if i sticked my hand in a bucket of them and stayed there for 5 min theyd ressurect id say yep #do it please anything but another momwnt without him #i do not want to relapse and ove promised too many ppl that i wouldnt but it hurts so much #rewatching community can only take my escapism brain so far #vent tw #pet death tw #lily livered lamb°•~♡