#i had some comics i was too baby to post im gonna use rambling abt headcanons in the tags as an excuse to post them

[chisatowo]

One interesting thing abt having decently old original stories and ocs is that they can rly be such a weird window to your past self's mental state

#rat rambles #oc posting #just got out of a therapy session and now Im thinking abt eternal gales and just wow its weird looking at some old or scrapped plot points #like for example its kind of funny watching as I gradually started caring more and more abt dodie as I got older #like 15 year old me made dodie's character arc perfectly for current me to relate way too hard to it hdmgxksg #and also just looking back on like. alpha and beats original story line and clearly being able to tell that I was trying to cope with a #rly shitty friendship at the time that I was scared to try and break off of #long story short alpha used to be WAY worse like comically evil and horrible I have heavily rewritten her now #but like for some less heavy things the way I went abt writing my trans characters is also very funny in retrospect #just me vc Im gonna make a nonbinary character and project my feelings abt my gender onto them anyways Im cis probably #also very funny how I made tali acearo specifically to spite inncocent uwu acearo baby and mean cold acearo person tropes #like I remember being so excited when I realised that I could just make my characters acearo if I wanted to and write the good #representation I desperately wanted to see in the world and also just very funny that tali quickly became one of my favorite ocs after that #also very fun looking at the timeline of me slowly making all of my ocs trans as I got more comfortable and confident in my identity #another very funny thing is rembering all of these guys's old code names from before I had actual names for them fhgndjd #aris was 'void scar' tali was 'party girl' dodie was 'cloud girl' sier was 'nonbinary kid' so on and so forth #except for bloom and the staliens theyve basically always had their names #snek actually got to just simply keep her code name though which is why shes named snek fncmfndkcb #eternal gales