#i hate being so fucken lazy against my will 💥💥💥

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there Has to be a better education system than this

#splootspeaks #currently struggling in college rn teehee tangena #i seriously need to be more responsible and catch up w everyone else but it's just so hard #and i hate that i'm behind not because i can't understand the topics (like yea some need a bit more explaining but i get the gist) but bc #i just can't get myself to give a shit #as soon as something becomes uninteresting my brain just shuts off and refuses to absorb any more information and it's so fucking frustratin #nakakainis na feeling ko ambobo ko #i hate being so fucken lazy against my will 💥💥💥 #i don't want to be here amymore #i hate that college tuition cOSTS SO MUCH #it sucks so bad that i'm stuck here bc i have a scholarship that i'll have to pay back big money for if i don't finish the contracy #i wish i had more time for personal art and time to learn things that i'm actually genuinely interested in #and not just things adjacent to my interest #ugh. anyway #trying real hard not to drop out of college. again.