#i hated seeing that post from friday ...like lwt me see sum new

[connorsui]

IGHT THE SILENCE IN THIS PALACE HAS DRIVEN ME TO INSAAANITYYYYY AND I CANT STAND IT ANYMOREEE ... cuz I be looking at my own blog ..seeing the damn post I made on Friday and its straight up making me want to POP A BLOOD VESSEL ..but ur probs thinking✨️ ..consui ..why don't u just post sum? ...✨️

Yall....I was brain dead ...and I mean brain dead (not literally but dealing with university ...student wise) ..like I had lab on Saturday right? And everything was going smooth ..I was even thinking of what stories to reblog that day cuz I found sum good ones ...but nah ...I HAD TO BE DISTURB ..BY THE PRESENCE OF A MAAAANNNNNN ...like my degree is very men dominated ..you will not see a woman from the span on 200 miles with this degree

...and if you do ...there's a good chance yall suffered the same way trying to get a job in this degree but it's just the way they be acting that it lowkey just drains ur soul out of every spirit imaginable ...like ..damn...God really said l: u ain't existing today💅🏻

AND GODDAM WAS HE RIGHT CUZ AT THE END OF THE DAY ..I DID NOT WANTED TO TAKK TO ANYYYBODYYY ...I WAS ✨️DECEASED ✨️

But does that mean I'm good for today and I can do what I want? Right now? ...yeah ..but do I have the MOTIVATION to do it? ..lowkey nah ...cuz my mood goes from 0 to 100 and i just knoowwwwwwww it will affect the way I write 😭😭

BUT DONT U WORRY MY LITTLE CULT FOLLOWERS ✨️🩷 CONSUI WONT DIE ....she doesn't have an expiration date attached to her ..she's infinite 💅🏻 ..

#consui sees #consui says sum #consui apologies for her 2 day silence #i hated seeing that post from friday ...like lwt me see sum new #and i realized im the one running the damn account #nah fr tho im sorry #i was running out of motivation #and i too focused n reality doing my work #when i forgot #this is also my work #this my blog ...my bby #i forgot MY BABY #im i bad mother