#i hav therapy on mondayz

[heartofhubris]

I've had some intrusive thoughts about not actually being trans, but when faced with the possibility I may have to adjust my HRT, and it may be stopping, I think I'll be sick. I genuinely feel sick on the slight possibility I won't be able to keep transitioning.

#i havent veen this intensely suicidal in a while #i hav therapy on mondayz