#i have an ed and has proven historically that she will say whatever she wants about peoples bodies.

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summer is going to be so hard for me because like if i wear long sleeves and long pants all summer my mom is going to get suspicious but it's not even going to be because i'm self harming it's going to be because i'm not at a point where i can allow my body to be seen in summer clothes

#like i AM self harming yeah but it's not even going to be the reason i can't wear short sleeves which makes me SOOOO bitter. #my dysmorphia was actually so much better for a really long time and then it got sooooo bad again all at once #and it's going to be CRAZY compounded when i go back home #because of course there's my mother who makes me hate my body more than anyone i have ever known but also ****** who ljke. does not care if #i have an ed and has proven historically that she will say whatever she wants about peoples bodies. #sorry i literally promised i would stop posting shit like this i am just feeling genuinely ill right now. #cw ed #tw sh #sorry i dont remember what tags i typically use for this stuff guys i am feeling. INSANE right now. i should smoke #hello world