#i have never ever liked partying lsdfjslf and i dont think its bc i'm uncomfortable around ppl bc that's quite the opposite like i enjoy

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why do we make people feel ashamed for not going out and partying ADKFJSD like why is that a thing 

#mädch rambles #listen. LISTEN HERE. besides the fact that we are still undergoing a whole global pandemic and all. hypothetically speaking if that wasn't #going on right now why do i always end up saying to myself every weekend when i spend it watching movies + giffing 'wow im so uncool' KFDJSL #i have never ever liked partying lsdfjslf and i dont think its bc i'm uncomfortable around ppl bc that's quite the opposite like i enjoy #being around others and i know for some spending time with a lot of ppl is draining (which is fine!!) i feel energized when im with ppl!! #but the idea of partying is just not the first thing i think of when i want to have fun on the weekends u know??? #like laying on my floor painting my nails and watching movies with my roommate sounds LOADS better than partying and i think we shouldn't #make ppl feel shitty for liking that instead u KNOW!! my whole high school life i never even drank until senior year and my family members #were always (unintentionally ofc) making me feel shitty for not being at parties and whatnot :/ #and if thats your thing thats totally fine too!!!! i just hate not feeling 'cool' idk i dont know how to explain it lol i feel like this is #always an interesting conversation i have with ppl bc most of my friends enjoy partying which is totally fine but i think life is a little m #ore fun when youre doing somethngyou truly enjoy doing AH IDK i love talking about this stuff