#i haven't thought about this in a while but the sheer lack of closure just fucking hurts honestly

[disengaged]

i just got so sad about my ex out of nowhere. help

#it's been 5 months and we're back to talking every day and i thought that meant i was Over It but godddd #all i can think about it how he never gave me a reason for dumping me and how i can't push for answers without pushing him away completely #watching 500 days of summer was a fucking mistake #the scene where she says 'im happy. are you happy?' and he echoes it in the breakup and now im like. #was he unhappy? clearly enough to end things. but why? when did it happen? why was there no warning or explanation? #i haven't thought about this in a while but the sheer lack of closure just fucking hurts honestly #don't even know what to do with myself #i just wanna meet someone new and move on but it's so hard and i still feel so out of place here #pegasus speaks #reasons why you shouldn't date your childhood best friend: crippling fear that no one is ever going to understand you like that ever again