#i havent found a single community space where i fully feel like i belong

[knifeslidez]

the queer community rn (at least in my experience) kind of feels comparable to a clique-filled cafeteria. perpetual "well you have x trait/identity so you can't sit with us" from all sides

#and im getting the feeling im going to do what i do in those irl situations and go sit somewhere else at this point #<- not meant in a separatist way. meant in a ''well im not wanted so ig i'll leave yall alone'' way #idek if this makes sense. its more frustrated rambling than anything #but i just wish i fit in somewhere #i havent found a single community space where i fully feel like i belong #i always feel like im the odd one out #too masc for fems #too fem for mascs #too bi to use terms like sapphic or gay without some argument #and too fluid to fall under the seemingly required umbrella terms for gender #i just wanna stop feeling like the odd one out in places that are supposed to be for all of us #ghoul groans