#i jus wud love to see ppls visions

[gurorori]

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#one day i wanna post on ao3.... idk how brave i am to like post under my username but #id def anon a lot if i ever were to start postin #im really scared of hate aha #especially for the. things i wanna tap into #i wldn prolly write blatantly Disgustin things like the stuff ppl consider profic or wtv but my brain is unable to generate normal ideas #dats nawt to say im opposed to those things in fiction hehe. i welcome em with open arms But i still have my preferences n limits #a lot of things id ljke to explore in terms of Mika dat i don see ppl bring enuff attention... #PROJECTION BEAM but orphanage stuff. literally no one ever talks abt this i wish there were more works goin in depth on my past #even if im dead set on it bein in accordance with My Own memories as an introjectie #i jus wud love to see ppls visions #but also like okay Somethin happened okay? somethin bad happened. #obviously a lil guy can hate it & b rebellious n run away on several occasions Without smth groundbreakingly bad happenin but in my case #it did! #in hindsight i still believe those memories t shelterin our own trauma under thr guise of source but who knows when ill uncover dat #so yeha for now i live with transmika orphanage trauma HE DID NAWT hvae a good time. despite findin a lot of comfort in his At The Time sibs #especially bein the oldest out of the girls -> feelin sum sense of responsibility n havin to 'grow up' faster akin to an oldest sibling role #while still bein. a kiddo & extremely vulnerable esp in the face of the caregivers #anyway trauma trauma abuse abuse #sorry i can only ever see mika thru the lens of our/my experiences. i wldn wabt it any other way tho

[graylu]

about ur post on peggy, i always see ppl talking about this a4 theory that steve will use the time stone to like be with her or smthn lmao ANYWAYS it made me think about how she rly is treated as a love interest 💀💀 and like she had a family n fulfilling life w/o him, her life doesnt revolve around him but ppl continue to treat her like sum girl steve deserves jus cos he didnt get to dance with her ?? fuk i want steve happy too but this aint it i cant blv ppl think he wud do smtnn ugly like tht

steggy didnt happen and was never gonna be endgame cuz thats how the story goes. she moved on, lived her life, left a great legacy and steve has got to live his own. And i hate the way that hayley atwell also partially encouraged this steve is peggy's thing like....no.I also hate how peggy carter stans are insisting peggy would make a better cap than steve its corny and shes not american so it looks stupid. caps legacy shouldnt be tied down to peggy carter and thanks to the mcu and that vision sequence, it is.