#i just always feel like i shouldn't bc in my head im like ohhhh no everything's been done already :( i cant write anything new

[anachronistic-falsehood]

ohhhh i'm listening 2 a song i used 2 love and thinkin about some of my oldest ocs. there were 3 of them right. it's always been the three of them. two of them r twins and the other one is someone theyve known their whole lives. and even when one of the twins starts dating their friend no one ever feels like a third wheel. and this was in the ya novel boom so ofc the plot was "oh theres a terrible war we must fight and take down our oppressors" and the twin who was dating their friend was supposed to spearhead the revolution for Prophecy Reasons. but something really really terrible happened to them. their boyfriend put himself through hell and back to find them. their twin turned to drinking insane amounts of coffee and staying up all night in an attempt to find out where his twin went. and when they did come back They Were Not The Same. none of them were. but they stuck together regardless. but things just would not stop happening and this revolutionary leader went down a very dark path and their partner had to kill them. and it fucking hurt but they had to. but their twin didn't believe they were dead and put everything he had into trying to find his sibling again while the other one just. gave up. he was done. he lost everything. and they weren't dead!! and they would go back to the other two. they just,. had to get better first. and none of them were the same and they were all horribly changed by their circumstances but after years and years and years they came back together. i think i should write something with them actually they still drive me insane to this day

#whiskey yelling into the void #i really really wanna bring them back and write a book i miss them so so so fucking much i love them #might change some names around and fix some other stuff and come up with a new plot but. yeah. i want them back #i just always feel like i shouldn't bc in my head im like ohhhh no everything's been done already :( i cant write anything new #but thats BULLSHIT!!! BC IT HASN'T BEEN DONE BY ME!!! SO IT WILL BE SOMETHING COOL AND DIFFERENT BECAUSE ITS ME!! #and everyone writes things differently so even if its not 100% original it will still b Mine <3 and that matters i think #ive been thinkin about my ocs a lot lately i think i need 2 write something before i explode