#i just have to accept i won't make progress as fast or steep as they do

[keniaku]

stayed at a friend's house for the night. it was big... so big that there was an entire unused floor above the garage to use as a workshop for her and her cosplay team. i guess in hindsight it should be obvious, cosplay is an expensive hobby, requires a lot of money and time and effort for the costume and makeup and props and training, having a lot of money is sure to give you a heads up. she and the team are a bunch of fairly prestigious cosplayers in the city, it makes sense that they would have the resources, not to mention a family that's supportive enough to let them turn a part of the house into a cosplay workshop. logically i know all of that helps them with improving vastly and consistently with this hobby, but it still makes me wonder if im just using my limitations as an excuse on why i couldn't do it like them

#txt #sigh. well. obviously im not gonna stop now just because of this revelation #but part of me assumed this cosplay team (that i intend to be an official member of) was like‚ a ragtag team #for lack of better term #i thought the workshop was a rented space where the members split up the monthly rent #good for them that they don't have to #i just have to accept i won't make progress as fast or steep as they do #such is life. moving on