#i just want to be clear that the way cluster B folk are treated is so bullshit and fucked up

[piplupod]

I've been wondering why MH workers have been treating me like I'm The Lying Liar when I talk about emotions and other people's reactions to things and I found out today (by glancing at a medical form that my counselor filled out for my intake at a program) that my psychiatrist actually did diagnose me with BPD and the psychologist who disagreed with that diagnosis and instead PROPERLY diagnosed me with ASD didn't get BPD taken off my file..... I'M SO PEEVED. and I doubt I'll be able to get BPD removed from my file because MH workers act like everyone diagnosed with a cluster B disorder is an attention-seeking liar. dragging my hands down my face. this is so stupid oh my god. any BPD symptoms that I do have are better explained by OTHER disorders I have 😭

#i just want to be clear that the way cluster B folk are treated is so bullshit and fucked up #but unfortunately it is the reality of the situation so I would really love to get that diagnosis removed #but now they think im the Lying Liar right off the bat so it's going to be impossible to get removed 😭 #and to make matters worse... any BPD symptoms are either just ASD symptoms or the DID symptoms oh my god #but good fucking luck trying to get DID or OSDD diagnosed lmfao i am not even going to attempt that at this point #it doesnt need to be diagnosed anyways right now bc it will just make shit worse for me to have that on my records #one day maybe if i have a better support system and medical team but rn it'd be goddamn stupid to try #I'M SO PISSED ABOUT THIS WHAT THE HELL #i hate this psychiatrist so much fhdjdl he's so useless and condescending #unfortunately he's my only available option rn -_- #pippen needs 2nd breakfast