#i licherally want to draw all of them immediately. like this is the biggest motivator ever its insane

[beebundt]

i have. 35 attacks left. to revenge. ive gotten like. 15 out of 45 or smth i dont remembor the number

i naur realistically i dont have to revenge them all but also. i really really do love and appreciate the arts wahhhh. i want to hang all of them on my wall to look at forever. and i def want everyone to know i appreciate and that every art is rlly meaningful to me 🥺

#me looking at friends whoeve warned me ahead of time 🫣 #dont get me wrong its so fun but also im trying not to burn myself out so im taking it slow WAHHH #my goal rn is focus on mutuals and friends. then the rest #im motivated fr though. i just dont want get art block and get tired halfway thru by trying to rush thru everything #i shall do what i. can. i am excited though #bee buzzes #also i cant even explain the overwhelming inspiration seeing my characters in dif styles and takes has on me ??? #i licherally want to draw all of them immediately. like this is the biggest motivator ever its insane #like me taking breaks from artfight by doing some enako stuff. and tbh i think its really great. ive been messing more with backgrounds #and environments and etc etc #i think its perhaps been the best ive been in a long time? experimentally too. and im having fun! i feel less... stuck and so s unmotivated #and the best part is that its all been really fun. geniunely. if anything im proud of myself thinyear #this year i mean