#i lost weight bc everything i ate tasted like pennies and metal shavings

[fox-mulder-gets-pegged]

I'll take a new medication and my body will develop side effects unknown by man or beast and that is my superpower (negative).

#white knuckle gripping rn tryna combat side effecr indunced restlessness and anxiety #bc these are the only meds that don't make me want to fuckin die #my room is clean and i cooked dinner #i also have been trembling lightly for literal hours and can't settle down #its ok im seeing my mind doc on Wednesday #I'm just kind of a fucking disaster rn #once got a side effect for a medication #and they hadn't even publicized this side effect officially bc it was so uncommon #had a different one that said some carbonated drinks might taste metallic #i lost weight bc everything i ate tasted like pennies and metal shavings #my body will recieve meds and go christ what the fuck is this -implodes-