#i might meet my psychiatrist earlier than expected bc i've been doing Bad and. she really wanted me to start therapy before our next meetin

[daz4i]

blegh. it's been a few years but i'm still so mad at my old therapist for screwing me over this much in the long run

#you are a THERAPIST your job is to do THE OPPOSITE of that. #i might meet my psychiatrist earlier than expected bc i've been doing Bad and. she really wanted me to start therapy before our next meetin #but i'm genuinely so scared to contact anyone i can find/the number she gave me askjdfdhfg #i've been rejected by too many mental health workers at this point 😐 #and usually when they hear i'm this suicidal they chicken out which. girl this is why i contacted you... #isn't this supposed to be your job... ummmm. #(not to mention most therapists don't wanna work with bpd in the first place so i'm choosing from a smaller pool already) #anyway. i'm angry. and scared