#i noticed a stain in my sink looks like a sandile so that amused me

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Been a bit since i posted a selfie. Have girls & curls

Til there's a limit to how many tags you can have on a single post. I guess that makes sense but how am i to ramble in the tags now with only 30 tags???

#well only one girl but yknow #I'm about to head to bed for tonight #ended up spending my night basically just chilling on tumblr clearing out my likes lol #made a chili tonight that turned out decent enough #my mini painting projects continue to go well #i noticed a stain in my sink looks like a sandile so that amused me #uhhh what else has been happening with me #excited to do board games with friends this weekend #finally got a therapy appointment on the books after months of searching and waiting #been continuing to think a lot about stuff like relationships and sex and stuff lately #went to visit my ex and hang out last weekend but it kinda went from just being a hangout and chat thing to a sex thing #and that was super uncomfortable #like i didn't necessarily not like it for a bit but i wasn't really that into it and the whole time it felt like i was just putting on a... #... performance for their enjoyment rather than really enjoying the acts we performed any myself #i appreciate they stopped when i did finally openly express my discomfort of course but i think i was uncomfortable long before then #been watching a lot of horror focused YouTube vids lately #(i am absolutely not good with horror) #its kinda nice to see horror content where it's through a filter where someone else is summarizing and analyzing it #though that still unnerves me frequently cause i am just that bad with horror #but it's giving good inspiration for some possible stuff for a monster of the week campaign im gonna try running soon #I've been so depressed lately (and burnt out my friend claims) that i had to stop DMing (one of my oldest pasttimes) for like three months #but I'm hoping I'm on an upswing #and while part of me thinks that maybe I'm just done DMing - like i got out the stories i wanted to tell and there's no more fuel left - #i feel like i owe it to myself and to my regular group to at least TRY again #even if i fail horribly #so we're gonna finally try running motw for the first time #i dunno i think that's all the big news stories from ya girl that are fit to print #eri blogs life #i hope y'all are doing well too btw #the world is a big and scary place at times but there's so much beauty in it and i really hope y'all are finding that beauty