#i popped a vyvanse. got my list. opened my pomodoro app. and here i am

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Starting to deep clean my apartment :)

#my apartment hasnt been clean since the day i moved in #i am not a clean person and i could not keep it clean #okay in my defense. i have a lot of shit #like. so much #so unpacking was a wild ride that took months and it was hard to keep clean around the millions of boxes i had #and its a leetle apartment. you can see the whole apartment from anywhere in the apartment that you are #youd think that a little apartment would be easier to keep clean right. because there's less of it #no. somehow that is not the case #i have a whole spring cleaning list that needs to be done relatively soon. like before i leave for camp #do you know how miserable it is to come home after two months of camp to a messy home? its the fuckin worst #the first year i lived alone i went to camp. came home and i had left my room disgusting. it was terrible #i had just spent two months surrounded by other dirty people. sand and dust and dirt. a lake. questionable shower water #sweat and grime and sandy sheets #the one thing you want when you come home is a hot shower and clean laundry and dishes #im going the extra mile and doing the first ever good cleaning since i moved in here #i popped a vyvanse. got my list. opened my pomodoro app. and here i am #im on my break rn dont worry. im about to go finish scrubbing the tub. im concentrating on the bathroom rn #its about to be the cleanest ive ever seen it. seriously. its magical #okay gonna go scrub. love you