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#i reslly genuinely couldnt tell you
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i’m so tired.
#not to vent on main but im gonna vent uh
#yeah so a week ago i was fine i was okay sure i was bored snd ibwas tired of not being sble to see anyone or lesve my house but i was olay
#i dont know if i was genuinely okay and didnt have sny probems or i had just pressed all my shit down so deep that i didnt even notice it
#i couldnt tell you
#i reslly genuinely couldnt tell you
#flash forward into this week: hi im fsllung apart
#and before we get into the heavy shit i judt wsnt to comment on the fact that i am well aware that many othes are in much worse situations
#much worse than my own without a doubt
#and if you dont want to resd thus you dont have to i just need to get it out of my head
#i cant fucking focus on anything
#the idea of school makes me upset
#let alone actually going
#im so tired of being around my faly not even because im tired of them i just NEED something or someone different
#i fall into the sale fucking routine everyday nothing changes and i can only keep myself occupied with something for so long
#ive started spoutung things at dinner that i would never in a million years let my parents know because im terrified of how theyll respond
#ya know tonight i made a joke at the table about how ive hardwired my brain to ingore google classroom notifications
#my mom immediately went silent
#when me and my sister were done laughing at each other she went over my dad and daif they should start coming into our bedrooms
#and making us do our work and that they should be prepared for both their children to fail out of school
#see i was joking
#she wasnt
#and i havent even gotten started on how fucked my head has been
#right before isolation started i was gonna talk to my school health center snf my parents sbout how i think i hsve adhd
#now im scared out of my mind about telling them
#i comvince myself daily then im just stressed or im faking it but i notice it more and mote everyday and im too scared to tell my parents
#my mom wants to give away my dog because i dont take good care of her
#my sister either makes me laugh or makes me so self concious i dont leave my room
#i hevent let myself think sbout my gender because i have no clue what will happen if i fo
#i feel like i dont have a name anymore and being called samantha by all my teachers is Not Helping.
#i miss my friends. im so tired.
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