#i should do this more often tjis has stopped me spiraling so much

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Ok that helped. Im not okay all the way but i can go to sleep now. If u see me tomorrow beatin myself uo abt waking up 2 late, tell me to cool it a little. N sit in tbe garden and watch the sky. Bc im not on a time limit or smt n i dont have 2 get everyday perfect, just gotta do what i can, n take it slow. N also remember that literally no matter what therell always be a next time. That one post, ive forgotten exactly how it goes, but it was smth abt how. The mountains dont change too much n like. Theyll always be there. And idk it just makes me feel a little calmer bc its true. No matter what i do, there'll always be a world put there n shit. However far in the future, i can always see the same sky n walk thru the same fields n go to the same beaches n ust everything around me will be so constant when ik where 2 look. School sucks but one day itll be over, my parents suck but theyre leaving on friday, im sad about the past but i have so much present to love, and anxietys a bitch but i can try my best atleast,because My best doesnt have to be The best. Just what i can do. And what im gonna do rn is go to sleep. Goodnight car alarm in the distance and goodnight plane flying overhead and goodnight gay people in my phone and goodnight patch of streetlight coming thru my window and goodnight. See u tmrw

#night thoughts #i should do this more often tjis has stopped me spiraling so much #feel beter now and a lot more sleepy