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#i shouldve died this last 6 months from drinking honestly
coldcrypt
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11 months
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just ate a bag of expired stir fry veg. It was smelling sweet even from outside the bag.. thats how you know its off . yummy. Hopefully I die
#at least its kinda filling and only 180 cal
#hoping I dont decide to make a sausage and rice thing later
#i hate being awake i wanna drink
#I cant afford it
#itll make me fatter and I'll just feel worse
#the only thing I can do is take quetiapine to knock myself out but I always have at least 3k cal days after taking it
#makes you gain 70 pounds over 9 months on average. after taking it for 2 weeks i was walking up and down main roads
#on the suicide hotline tryna figure out where the nearest train track was (right next to me lmfao idiott)
#3 pounds a week gain even with b/p everyday. Coulodnt control it
#and the gp cant give me anythign else until the psychiatrist gets backj to me because everything makes me manic or
#suicidal
#but I think theyve forgotten about me because its been months
#I've planned how to kms
#I figured maybe aug25th but realistically it'll be between sep and new years. its just so shit bc i dont wanna ruin
#christmas for family
#I'll go back into daily binge drinking worse than before because it always gets worse
#and die
#i shouldve died this last 6 months from drinking honestly
#ig I could smash a load of antihistamines. thatd knock me out and its lowcal
#but they make you feel even worse when u wake up
#why cant there just be a pill that makes everything normal
#coldcrypt
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