#i think not seeing queer ppl regularly anymore is affecting me negatively also. bc like. :(

[cryolyst]

would it be insane to ask out the guy that's going to quit soon. bc we aren't close or anything but i just wanna see what happens. yes right.

#i think my friend would be mad at me bc her best friend used to have a crush on him #i had a dream last night that when i tried to do that he revealed he's been dating a girl he's known since middle school #who also has a very similar first name as him?? and that i wasn't allowed to tell anyone else we worked with #uhm. i am in fact losing my mind a bit bc of [redated] related stress. also hi rosa if ur reading this i miss u and the hive #i think not seeing queer ppl regularly anymore is affecting me negatively also. bc like. :( #things are still weird (read: i'm continuing to make it weird) wit h. anna has a full time job now. the hive is all the way across the city #robey has to juggle school now on top of his other friends and his bf and the job and we're never scheduled together anymore #i have a million other things to do rn. fuck. i need to get out of bed and stop being unwell. #they speak!