#i think she hatessss anything that isn't standard usamerican culture

[idontdrinkgatorade]

HELP I TOLD MY MOM I HAD A MEMORY OF VISITING ROMANIA (where my bio mother is from) AND SHE CAME BACK TO MY ROOM AND WAS LIKE. WHAT SPURRED THIS MEMORY? HAVE YOU CONTACTED YOUR GRANDMOTHER? HAS SHE CONTACTED YOU?

#like girll no i've had this memory #it was just insignificant enough that i didn't really care abt it #and i was literally three i didn't know what was going on #i literally didn't know that it was romania bc i was 3 i just knew it was my grandmother's house #the only thing i remember is eating dinner and going to bed like do you think i'm gonna run away to my romanian dream life?????? #because i have a memory of a fucking fish on a plate????????????????? #sorry whenever my mom talks about romania and my birth mother being romanian there's always some air of disgust #it's the xenophobia #she's like yeah the romanians are weird and we called your birth mother a vampire bc haha transylvania #i think she hatessss anything that isn't standard usamerican culture #she insults sweden too like she's like 'their language is impossible to understand' like bitch it's 100x more comprehensible than english?? #i actually pointed out to her how much of a bullshit language english was #and she got upset and was like 'don't insult english i like english and i love this country and be glad we're not speaking chinese' #girl you didn't have to bring MORE RACISM/XENOPHOBIA TO THE TABLE WHAT THE FUCK????? #anyways that's my little rant #also yeah here's a lot of not really vague info