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dailydoseofme5 · 4 years

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Angels.

Its still May 16th, 2020.

I’m gonna do another post because so much has been going on.

But, so far, I’m not ganna lie....2020 has done me dirty lol

I came home, realized I was going to finally chase my dreams of being a flight attendant, flew out to LA and paid 4K to get certified, then a global pandemic happened essentially killing those dreams, then Papa died and on the same day that we had to put him in the ground I got a call from my bosses boss telling me I was being laid off. That I was losing my job and I could either take a severance package or get demoted to another position that I hated. I was still dealing with a lot of pain from my family issues (see post below). And for maybe the first time (not the first, but it really came to a head) I got really really sad about being single. All of a sudden, I’m 25 and every single one of my close friends were either engaged or married. Everyones life is progressing forward and I’m just here at a standstill. Still having never been pursued, never dated, never been in a relationship, still a virgin, and no one on the horizons. I suddenly started feeling like something was wrong with me. And there was a lot of times when I would go to dinner with my friends and they would be talking about their relationships, engagements, marriage, and I started feeling really isolated and alone. And at the same time, I felt like I couldn't tell anyone I was feeling this way because I never wanted my friends to think that I wasn't genuinely happy for them. BECAUSE I AM. I really am. But, you can be happy for someone else and also sad for yourself at the same time. And its happened multiple times where we will go to dinner and then the second I get in the car, I’ll just bust out crying and cry all the way home. It sounds really pathetic in print lol But those emotions are real and debilitating.

Anyways, I’m getting off track.

10 months ago when we went to Lake Tahoe I listened to a podcast and the guest on the podcast was an Angel Messenger who can somewhat communicate with angels. I had requested a session on her website and 10 months later (aka now) it was finally my turn.

We got on a FaceTime and she said she was sorry it took so long but that usually means that its all in divine timing and now must be when I am meant to be hear this message.

We prayed together and she said that I have 4 guardian angels which means that my life purpose is to help people. Everyone has at least 2 but people who have 4 are kind of rare-kind of.

We went over so many different things and techniques to use. She told me to start meditating because praying= asking. mediating=receiving/listening.

In the very beginning she asked me if I was empathetic. I said yes, that I definitely was. She said that Gabriel (the angel of communication) was saying that I needed to learn how to cut chords. Because I carry peoples pain around with me that I am not meant to carry. It doesn't mean to cut people out of you life, but just pray and ask the angels to take that emotion away and say that I refuse to carry this anymore, please lift it off of me. She explained that the reason you have to ASK the angels for things you want is because we all have free will. And they can't intervene unless we ask. So, you just have to say “This is what I want and I give you full permission to help me bring this to fruition” This was all SO spot on because I do carry other people pain. My parents marriage is a huge example of that. (See other post about all that drama)

Then she asked to talk about work because she was sensing I was unhappy. I told her what I did but that I was open to other things and was actively applying. We decided to hire a team of angels to help me with this. So we drew 6 angels to help me navigate through these waters. She told me that when you hire a team of angels to be ready because things HAPPEN.

She told me the angels (ARC angels too) had been trying to communicate with me through numbers. She explained to look for sequence numbers, 222, 555, 888, they all mean different things that you can look up. She asked me if I had seen 11:11 yet. I told her I hadn't seen it in a long time and she said if I ever see that, it means new opportunities, new beginnings. That a door is about to open.

At the end, she asked me if there was anything questions I had and I asked her if there was a way to know what your purpose is in life. She said lets draw from the life purpose deck. When she did, she drew the card COUNSELOR. (This was crazy because I had talked to my parents about it a week earlier and said that I would love to do that and was asking about schooling and stuff. But, I never thought I could really be a therapist because I have so many of my own issues and I thought it would be draining for me because I am very empathic.) and then she said they were telling her to read the back of the card which she never normally does. And, it basically read that you shouldn't be worried about your own issues, that if you are just listening to people and helping them the best you can then you are serving your purpose. She also talked about guilt and to not feel guilty about possibly having to go back to school. She said not to worry about anyone elses feeling about it. To just do what I FELT WAS RIGHT.

Later that week, I was supposed to be interviewing for a job at Kraft Heinz later that week. The job was for New Orleans.

Later that night I was googling LSUs curriculum for Psychology degree. And because I was interviewing for that job in Nola I was thinking, “Man I don't know how I would make that distance work but I guess I could...”

And then I was about to go to sleep and I picked up my phone and it said 11:11PM !!!!!!!!!!!!! Which I thought was weird. So I was like OK new beginnings. I wonder if that is referring to the counseling or the Kraft job???

Anyways, the next morning I was going through my emails from the Kraft Job and I opened up the interview schedule and it said Baton Rouge.........I was confused so I emailed the recruiter and she said they had changed it to Baton Rouge because that's where majority of the stores were.

WEIRD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

All that can’t be a coincidence, right?!??!? Maybe they are really woking for me and everything is kind of aligning and leading me to the path I am meant for.

A lot of people don't believe that people can communicate with spirits like that and maybe it all is hocus pocus. Or maybe it's not????

We may never really know but I DO KNOW that it was an answered prayer for me. And it felt like everything I had been thinking in my head was being validated in the session. Soooo many things.....

And now I feel so much peace about going on that path. It’s like I feel like that's what I was put on this earth to do. That this is my purpose. I finally just feel peace.

But, sometimes people can destroy our peace. And I was talking about it with Jacey and she was a skeptic and basically said she didnt believe in that. I started to feel a little discouraged. and was like well maybe it isn't real and maybe I won't even get this job and then I was looking at the TV and I saw 5:55-which means change!! And I kind of think it was them giving me another sign of like HEY you were not mistaken! We are here and you are about to experience change!!

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