#i wish j could talk like the rest of you i cant even vent right the rest of you get attention and sympathy when tou vent

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When does life get good, when does it stop being a series of compromises and crises

Everyday I drift further from a comfortable life let alone the kind of life I want. I don't know how to do this and no one is helping me

#im so jealous of other people abd their bodies and their voices and their social skills #im so jealous if everyone with the talent and energy to do creafive things #im so tired of being angry and jaded and burnt out all the time and on the edge of suicide #i wish j could talk like the rest of you i cant even vent right the rest of you get attention and sympathy when tou vent #it might have to do with the fact that im a retard wbo cant even fucking look at messages forreal its getting qorse and worse everyday