#i'll just freeze it here which means they'll never escape but at least there'll still be something of them there

[variousqueerthings]

I made.... horrible mistakes (fictional ones) (MASH related ones)

#i have to wait until my file uploads properly so i can send an email to a person for a deadline i have #which means i cannot sleep until that is done #i am too tired to watch or talk about mash #but i am late enough that i couldnt help impulsively scrolling some ways down a mash blog #and i saw hawkeye in what i presume is one of his final forms.... and he looks so.... tired..... and worn......... #and now im sad because i shouldnt see things that make me emotional after 10pm #fuck.... fuckfuckfuck #i dont want to finish watching mash i think #i'll just freeze it here which means they'll never escape but at least there'll still be something of them there #was that s11 hawkeye???? i dont know.... but im nearish the end of s8..... there's not a lot to go...... fuck #like i said... mistakes #im going to watch this dumb horror now to calm down #it had better not have any emotions in it beyond the disgusting horrible nasty ones #i refuse to engage with anything that could make me cry