#i'm almost done catching up in math but that means i haven't been able to focus on catching up in my other classes

[vanityforthevile]

They should exterminate the inventor of AP classes and weekend homework. Anyways rant in the tags bye.

#could i technically have said no to taking ap lang? yes. practically speaking? helllll no #i hate doing things because they're expected of me but even more i hate the questioning when i stray from people's expectations #all this school stuff is compounding with personal life and i am about to break #all of the academic stuff is compounding with personal life stuff and i am about to scream. #“oh why would you actively pass up that opportunity????” multiple open ended questions with 10 lines of space that i just remembered #and i would feel incredibly cornered and womp womp id feel guilty so here i am stuck with so much work sprawled on my bed at 12:30 am #1 week. 1 week i missed and now i am so far behind in all my classes. i have a TEST tomorrow in ap physics #not a quiz. a test. 70% of my grade in that class comes from tests. and i have bare minimum knowledge of how to do anything #i'm almost done catching up in math but that means i haven't been able to focus on catching up in my other classes #all this school stuff is compounding with personal life and i am about to break and start screaming. #god if youre up there stand down last warning. i am not your strongest soldier sir i will end it all.