#i'm fine it's just feelings but thanks to mum they're back with a vengance

[ridiculously-over-obsessed]

I hate it here.

#idk if i can do 10 months of this shit but i also don't have anywhere else to go so i'm just gonna have to take it i guess #s/o to mum for making me feel bad for the fact that i have to sleep in the living room on the floor because i go to sleep before 5am #and that doesn't mesh with the fact that she and my sister don't sleep until then #like god fucking forbid i'd rather be asleep by 2am #also??? i don't have a bedroom or any space of my own jfc i just want to be able to relax but nooooo #my sister has 2 rooms and i have zero but sure the favouritism is all in my head... #mental health hasn't been this bad since... oh guess what??? #since i last lived in this shit hole #i'm so fucking tired of all of this man i'm so fucking tempted to just go live on the street at this point #got a really bad headache too fuck all of this i just want it all to be over #haven't felt suicidal in the LONGEST time sigh #i'm fine it's just feelings but thanks to mum they're back with a vengance #i hate this so much