#i'm just like UGHHH I DON'T WANT TO FEEL BAD ABOUT THAT BECAUSE THERE'SNOTHING WRONG W IT

[olibavee]

me: i think i’m autistic a freak psychiatrist that i don’t go to anymore: you’re not :)) don’t worry :))) you’re not THAT :))))))) me: ok i guess i’m not  me: me 3 years later: i think i’m autistic but i feel bad about it now 

#liv asdf #negative cw #that guy was not good #i just read face-blindness is a symptom of autism. like not a core symptom but it's common? and i was just like. oh #i mean it's not just that obviously i've been mulling over this for ages and i really do think i am autistic #i just hate that guy LMAO #the psychiatrist i mean #AND LIKE I DON'T?? THINK IT'S BAD FOR OTHER PEOPLE TO BE AUTISTIC? I'M READING OVER THIS LIKE #OH THIS LOOKS BAD #AND IT IS #i'm just like UGHHH I DON'T WANT TO FEEL BAD ABOUT THAT BECAUSE THERE'SNOTHING WRONG W IT #but the way he and other ppl have reacted to me saying that is just like. it's made me feel really bad LMAO #i'm gonna talk to my therapist abt it next week bc aauuughhhhhhaughghghghghghgh