#i've probably used like 800 just for college apps already i kinda just want to apply to one and if i dont get in

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.... just blew a bunch of money on camera equpiment.... 

#i prepared myself for this and i dont feel as bad but like.. #it was a LOT yikes #and i STILL have college apps to turn in #that's a whole $200 right there #i've probably used like 800 just for college apps already i kinda just want to apply to one and if i dont get in #i just dont go lmfao #WHO APPLIES TO COLLEGE FOR THREE TIMES IN A ROW #I'M WASTING SO MUCH MONEY DOING THIS I HATE THIS