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gladiolidiaries · 7 months

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i could talk about this for hours tbh there's so much things that went down during those days, things i honestly forgot too since it's been so long. def after they broke up and after harrys first album i left the fandom so it's been like six years and i recently felt like looking more in-depth at it again. to see how all our theories look like now in hindsight. i didn't have anyone to talk about it when some random days i'll start thinking wait was larry real? and just going through my memories to analyze (my sisters had also gotten over it atp)

the story of them meeting up was supposedly cause she worked at the bakery harry worked at lmao.

i vaguely remember that, i just remember feeling sad for harry but im not sure. him being put at the scene of the crime icb 😭

if it turns out that he really dated her then he seems like a pretty cold and emotionally detached guy.

right there's so much pap pics of them looking awful lmao. i remember a clip that went viral of them were he passed right by her to get to a door or something (it was more dramatized). i know you mentioned being team louis before so idk you did say you believe in eleanor being a beard entirely so idk. i think it's easier for me to just accept that they did indeed have something than trying to tie it to a bunch of theories, and i do agree with the fact that he does seemed annoyed with answering questions about her. reminds me of when a fan was asking him about engagement with eleanor and he brushed it off that was awkward.

see larry lore is just full of complications and we will never get clarity on anything directly. because i think they had something, but i also think it's easier to just believe in eleanour as well which complicates things because she was there since almost the start of it all. i could say she became a close friend and that's why they got back together again later in life even if it ended in a break up again. i could say she was a close friend turned to lover but then i remember moments when he def didn't seem infatuated with her so now i could rely on theories but don't want too 😭😭😭

omg i kinda hate accepting that elounor was a thing like i never even considered it cause i was always so sure that she was a beard. but with hindsight my perspective is a little different, i think i would need to think more about it to know for sure what i think.

i'm definitely team louis but at the same time since i think that larry was so short lived, i feel like i'm also team harry cause he was so young at the time. ugh it breaks my heart cause SO many songs that they write seem to be about each other and about right person wrong time type of thing.

larry and dnf have so many parallels it kinda spooks me when i think about it. in 5 years i'll be on another blog discussing similar things but regarding dnf i bet.

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maknaesdancersrappers · 5 years

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*rips straw packet off*

*jams straw into overpriced iced drink*

*loudly sips*

*smacks lips* aAaHhHhhhh

heres *taps camera once* the motherfucking *twice* tea *thrice*

so if y’all dont know (or do) it’s been a year since ive passed my thesis and graduated buT some shit went down while doing my thesis project

~for context~

so first off, in my college and course, you’re allowed to work on your thesis alone or with a partner or a group of three. Before going into senior year, my friend (lets call her 🐨) and i already agreed working together; and i already came up with an idea and the name of the final output so we were basically ready but one of our friends (⚫️) in our lil group of 4 was alone bc the other one (🍋) was held back a sem so she cant take thesis class yet. Since we were all buddy buddy back then, we adopted ⚫️ into the group. The first sem was fine-ish, i didnt really notice anythinh wrong. During the first defense, ⚫️ did her report a lil poorly (like, relied on her notecards, spoke softly) and never answered the panelists questions.

When the second semester came around, thats when shit hits the fan because ⚫️ started to do poorly in school? Like she was absent frequently, relied on people to tell her what needed to be done. And basically, she didn’t help much with writing the thesis as well—at this point, im still not seeing it as something entirely bad? I mean, i was annoyed but i kept giving her the benefit of the doubt because I know she’s sickly, she’s depressed, and she has anxiety attacks. During interviews we needed to conduct, she couldn’t go if its past 3 bc her parents are strict; she’s almost, ALWAYS offline ON WEEKENDS but is online like the night before a class she knows she has homeworks or reports on. She doesn’t work on her own, like, we have to tell her what to do and when we’re looking for suppliers and people to interview, she never contributed.

But anyways, 🐨 sent a very snarky message about giving more effort and input into the thesis did I start turning on ⚫️ because I felt like I was being dragged into her laziness but lmao when i read 🐨’s message i was hurt af like i claimed that shit and i started confiding to another classmate,🍜, telling her “icb 🐨 is saying i dont do shit, i made a damn PowerPoint for us while i was sick with a damn fever” and 🍜 was like “what? No!! That was for ⚫️. 🐨 has been bitching about her and how she felt bad for you bc u were sick but were doing shit ⚫️ was supposed to do” and true enough, later that night 🍜 told me, 🐨 messages me about ⚫️ and this basically made me realize everything about her. So we started talking to multiple profs about it—our dept chairperson/thesis coordinator(🦏), our thesis adviser, and this one prof we treat as our mom for advice on what we can do. They’re all like, then tell her you have to separate ways bc she’s dragging us down and getting literally a free ride to graduation if we keep letting her do this.

I dont know what drove me to go to our guidance counselor during our thesis class (so we’re complete here, even 🍋 was sitting in), but i told her about ⚫️ and how she says shes depressed and how shes dragging us down bc of it; she’s harmed herself before, etc. and what our counselor says just made me regret going to her bc shes telling me to keep giving her a chance and when i left the office i deadass broke down crying and I texted 🍋 to come out to the buildings little balcony and i was just crying to her about how conflicted i am (bc if u havent noticed im just too nice of a person) and 🍋 gets 🐨 out so we could all talk and debate, and mind y’all this is an open area people can see us, other classmates who were taking bathroom breaks saw us and tried to comfort me. In the end, 🍋 goes to the counselor too to tell her about ⚫️ since she’s sort of closer to her? Like ⚫️ has confided some secrets to her.

Timeskip, we eventually tell her we needed to cut her off and she has a full blown anxiety attack and starting there, our friendship is basically over. 🦏 told us that she has rights to the first three chapters of our thesis since its been passed and graded already from the first semester with her name on it, buT she needs to come up with a completely different output (like new product and name) HOWEVER she basically drops out of the sem and returned next year (this year) to finish up her remaining classes to graduate.

SO THE ACTUAL TEA:

all seniors who had their thesis have defended them early this week, including 🍋 aND ⚫️. (They’re not partners thaNk god); ⚫️ had the same thesis adviser we had from before and he posted a pic on his fb, congratulating the seniors on their defenses with ⚫️ and her panelists and 🦏, with her thesis output thaT LOOKS SUSPICIOUSLY LIKE OURS. 🐨 IS FUMING AND IM TRYING TO BE LEVEL HEADED HERE BUT IM STILL JUST AS MAD BC 🦏 REPEATEDLY TOLD US ⚫️ HAS TO HAVE A DIFFERENT OUTPUT FROM US (not a book) BUT TELL ME WHY—in the picture our adviser posted—IS THERE A YELLOW BOOK IN THEIR HANDS?

Our thesis is an art therapy activity book named jitter jotter; hers, is named Doodly Doo and I’m pretty sure it’s basically STILL an activity book as well 🤔🤔🤔 i wish i could post pics, but hers is blurred out

#IM JUST REALLY ANNOYED #BUT AT THE SAME TIME I CANT CONFRONT #🐨 ALREADY MESSAGED 🦏 ABOUT IT AND WE’RE WAITING FOR A REPLY

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