#id argue that she already did bc 'natasha ill' very much is a song) but oughh

[penguin--person]

i dont know how profound their romance is in the musical or whatever but in the book pierre meets natasha when she’s like 13 or something and then for the rest of the book it’s just like bruhhhh h h h . Russian novel moment ! this always happens. so i cant take them seriously really but maybe in the musical it’s normal . maybe

iim gonna be honest with you dude i didnt even know they were romantic when i first listened to it:( i thought it was like a found family moment. and yea he says "i have known her since she was a child and long carried affection for her" pierre FAIL moment but 'affection' isnt inherently romantic ! and. mannn i misread some moments so bad. after anatole fails to steal natasha away and her reputation is ruined, pierre goes to her and sees how messed up her situation is. how sad she is. and he goes "if i were not ugly and stupid and dumb but someone cool and awesome. id get down on my knees this minute and ask you for your hand and for your love" but i thought that was just like fuckinggg. "its not over for you. youre still young. if i could id restore your honour, but i cannot, but there will be someone out there that can, youre not over, you still have so much life left to live. id help you if i could but i rlly cant. youre going to be okay." and not. as genuine as it turned out to be. hes a poet and shit right hes a philosopher. i thought he was just being all cool and stuff with his words for no reason . pierre fail moment. poor natasha... auughhh

#aughhh #i didnt know she was thirteen i thought pierre was just being weird with his words like he always is #its got its faults it does and i cannot deny that #but. i like it for the most part !! i rlly for like a year didnt know they were romantic #i thought it was just like. like. pierre recognising her at her lowest and seeing himself in her #and seeing that she still has soo much life left. and wanting to help her not fall into ultra mega depression moment (which . #id argue that she already did bc 'natasha ill' very much is a song) but oughh #the musical ends with the comet passing by #i like the music.. and i like the costumes #and 'dust and ashes' and 'the great comet of 1812' do thnigs to me.. #its not overrr theres still so much life left its not over for us #but !! yea pierres a loser #i think. at this point. my perception of the themes n such is a bit warped. ough. this happens