#idk i mean ive had this hernia since middle school and only recently even found out what it was so like l

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a small rent in the connective tissue encasing my abdominal organs causing a tiny portion of my intestines to poke out between the muscles but not out of the skin, which is fine. less fine is that same thing getting ANGRY and CLENCHING down on the little intestinal tissue sticking through, but only when I'm on vacation. and EVERY time I'm on vacation

#im doin the trendelenburg pose n getting that shit back in place but i do not Love it and i look like a fool #i should see a doctor but all they can tell me is i need surgery and theres a high chance itll just fail #cause the tissue being shitty and weak is what caused the tear to begin with so adding mesh to the situation is unlikely to help #idk i mean ive had this hernia since middle school and only recently even found out what it was so like l #its getting worse but not like. quickly #chronic illness tag #i used to think it was like an extra ab muscle that i had lmfao #ah childhood