#idk if anything comes close to the yearning i feel for a real mother-daughter relationship

[evergreen-femme]

i wish i had a mom who wanted me to be her daughter and was excited about it

#idk if anything comes close to the yearning i feel for a real mother-daughter relationship #admitting to myself that i don’t have that with my mother really makes that sink in #i knew i couldn’t have that kind of relationship with her from the minute she pressured me to come out and was cruel to me about it #but i continued opening myself up to her and pretending we have a good relationship for the past 3 years #understanding that it’s never going to happen and dropping it for real is just making it sink in how much i wish i had a mom who could #actually call me her little girl and mean it #not that she’s ever even faked it