#idk it’s just Thoughts i’m having while i cry about Laika this fine sunday morning

[adaine-party-wizard]

okay i’m having Thoughts™️ (bear with me or ignore me)

i hate that it feels like in response to the very shitty “is she pmsing” comment every time a woman (using woman here intentionally because of how this comment is usually framed/ discussed) has An Emotion it seems like the Correct Thing To Do is deny that periods have any impact on your emotional state.

cause boy HOWDY mine do especially when i’ve gone off birth control. my periods have been like better physically they HURT less but also im thinking about Laika the space dog and i wanna cry so hard im gonna vomit cause she was ALONE it’s so SAD she didn’t KNOW what was gonna happen!!! and like in normal circumstances i do get sad thinking about it but not THIS much!!! the hormones do real shit!!!

#this could be a very like subjective experience and i don’t wanna universalize it #i also feel like the feelings and willingness to discuss hormonal changes are different in trans/queer spaces and cishet ones #cause like i’m sure i could talk about how my hormones are doing shit around trans people and they’d be more open to it #but if i show the slightest hint of anything impacting me at all infront of my family #i will be written off as like basically hysterical or a weak over dramatic woman #idk it’s just Thoughts i’m having while i cry about Laika this fine sunday morning #the devil lillith on my shoulder #cw periods #tw periods